Have you ever had a feeling when you had no choice left? The feeling the choice you have is still bad. The choice that will affect your whole life. That choice affected you negatively yes, that choice. Where you had sacrifice one thing and loose everything else. The life that chooses for you. Every time you close your eyes you see it and it flows around your body like cold winds. Every time before you go to sleep it gives you a bad nightmare. It makes you feel guilty and the feeling of deserving a punishment. It’s like you have to blame yourself, everyone says it’s not your fault but you still blame yourself. Somebody has to be responsible for it and when can’t find anyone to blame you blame yourself. Sometimes people get a responsibility that they are not ready for yet. Then when something goes wrong it’s you to blame. The life of kids that have been just given a weapon and told to shoot or they will die. Not all people are given a choice so be happy.